The Third Man Cometh
Over a hour since you hit on Notes from the Underground by old laughing boy Dostoyevsky (how you loved misspelling his name!) on audiobook. He insists on pure enjoyment! An enjoyment of depradation. Because of the inertia that follows on from an over-acute conscience spilt a thin nick to long on-- thus there is no escape from being a long grass bum. There is nothing else to be. So enjoy the despair. Fancy a coffee? I bet you do. Sure you won't drop that?